My purpose is that they may be encouraged in heart and united in love, so that they may have the full riches of complete understanding, in order that they may know the mystery of God, namely, Christ, in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge. Colossians 2:2,3
I was reading my devotional this morning – as I usually do in the morning before getting up – and something that was said in it really spoke to me. It was one of those moments that I sometimes have – when I will be praying something – or thinking something and then I come across it in something I read – either in the Bible – or online while talking to friends and returning emails – reading the blog articles of my many friends – or just going about my daily activities. This morning I found what I had just been thinking and praying about in my devotional. It was simple – it was my prayer – it was just this: Lord, I want to make a difference.
Making a difference. Being intentional. Developing a way to create relationships – on purpose. Being willing to go when God says, “Go”. To say, “Here am I, send me”. It’s a scary prayer. It’s scary because it demands all of me. My time, my resources, my energy, my focus – my all.
I want to know that God can use me – speak through me – I want to be available. And though I am flawed and aware that I am not perfect - and in fact have blown it on numerous occasions – I would still like to believe that I can make a difference. Touch people with love. Be His hands and arms to a lost and dying world.
Yesterday our pastor spoke on Isaiah chapter six. This is the chapter where Isaiah had a vision and saw the Lord – and witnessed His holiness. In the presence of such a holy God – Isaiah was very aware of the fact that he was sinful – and that everyone around him was also sinful. And even though he saw the greatness of the Lord and was undone – He still responded to the call when the Lord asked, “Who will go for us?” – It was Isaiah who said, “Here am I – send me”. Isaiah knew what it was like to feel inadequate – and flawed – sinful and beyond hope. But when God cleansed him – in that vision with the burning coal on his mouth – he was a new man with renewed hope and strength. Isaiah was available for the task. He was willing to go – Isaiah wanted to make a difference.
And like Isaiah – I also want to be willing. As I draw closer to God and really see Him – and really begin to understand His holiness – I too want to be available for the task ahead. To encourage in love – to go and embrace the lost and dying. It is something that simply compels me – beyond what I can understand. It is His mission - His purpose and calling. And mine is simply to do what He enables me to do – love people – encourage those in the faith – and ask Him to shine through me as I endeavor to make a difference.
My prayer for you today is this: That you would really see Him. Allow His holiness to permeate your heart today. Ask Him how you can lead an intentional life – full of purpose and with His mission in mind. As you journey forward may today be a day that is full of promise to make a difference. And if He asks you – you will be available for the great adventure He has for you!
God Bless
